I may be smiling, but really I’m depressed

I’m smiling, but really I am depressed. 😔

In case you haven’t heard, Holly and I are no longer together. 💔

I’m guessing you may wanna know why.

One day, when it’s appropriate, I will share my reasons. In the meantime, I will say this…

Holly will forever have a special place in my heart. She brought out the best in me. However, towards the end of last year whilst living in Horsham, I had feelings of loneliness, unhappiness, and was big time depressed.

Although Holly tried to make me feel better, it wasn’t enough.

So, just like that, I left, even if it meant not waking up next to Holly again.

That’s why I’ve been radio silent - to reflect, work on me, and settle in to my new home in Uxbridge. Some days are rough, but every day I’m feeling better within myself.

I hope everyone is ok.

Albie